Recovered

This week has sucked, many things have gone wrong, including still actually not even hearing Amy's voice since the break-up lol which in fact never involved her fucking voice. I mean we've talked online the other day, she was all upset because I didn't talk to her during the 24 hours after the breakup(or at least looked it)... Really? I'm sorry I didn't want to talk to you after months of justifying to people why I didn't want to breakup with you, for you to just IM me in the end while I'm trying to help your whole unhappy self. I mean I don't care about it anymore now its just a me hanging out with friends thing, not me ignoring her which was only a one day thing. It hurt in the beginning because yea 7 months and she put up with my retardation but then I realized something. When we started I was out of my mind on the drugs that where suppose to help me (which did shit, we've gone over that) and she constantly wasn't happy (I'm sure I contributed realizing more n more but I tried and there was no way to help anything IF WE WHERE ALWAYS WITH OTHER PEOPLE! FUCK! We where only alone maybe 3 times in 8 months -_-). When ever she was happy she wasn't with me so I'm happy in a way.

So yea whatever it's clearly for the better; all done, all good, The End. *happy face*
Now to just lose this weight I put back on, treadmill later and the "food=hate" diet for a few months and I should be back to myself again, till then I need to work on my Portfolio and the rest of the college stuff I need to have done REALLY soon, epically if I even want a chance at getting into SVA or anywhere in the city.

Sh*t...

F**k so me and Amy just broke up... it sucks we where going out for 7 months maybe 8 but f**k it. If I show I care to much I'll be pulling my emo clothes out again. LOL things weren't that great though I mean sH*t (EDIT)
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I never actually loved anybody till her and it pisses me off. She IMed me while I was trying to get the full info for my cousins Sweet Sixteen for her and then came a novel that we'd already talked about. I tried fixing what was out of my control, she was unhappy. Thank God I didn't start giving people here Birthday invites n sh*t, Canceling the DVD's can't handle that right now.
I'm getting IPod therapy, Tomorrow I'll get shit faced try to ignore her for the day (not to be a d*ck just to move). Then try to do that "friend" thing again, I know that's not going to work though... it never works.

I hate life...

F**k! Why do care?

And Then The Lap-Bar Lifted

That mess I've been bitching about is finally over, of coarse that doesn't been it didn't fight on its way out though. Yesterday after I wrote I wrote all that it all seemed pretty simple. They told me the new Math was still in the same period and the missing one credit needed to be filled. First it turned out that the Math was in D period not F so I made an ass out of myself. Went to find someone to straighten it all out and of coarse "I'm busy go to the Math Department" not a big deal, I get there explain the mess and I'm blamed and made look like a fucking freshmen or something. As a added insult I get home and I freezing, turns out I have a 104 fever, and then the nose began.


D was first today, there is no way I could possibly do bad in this class I mean I already took it for 1 and for 2 I still have all the tests and sheets from last year. It's really sad that I actually failed it the first time around. That solved the Math Problem but still one left.
I go down and the websites wrong Computer Graphics is only a half a credit so I went with option #2 from yesterday, sadly by beloved 'B' free had to go, B is last today, I'm suppose to have double last and therefore I will, one more day can't hurt anyone. Besides I'm not on the books yet and if I could avoid another awkward walking this week then I will be taking advantage of it.
But yes at least that mess is taken care of and I could now relax and coast through the last year here.

As for right now I have a lot of weekly awesomeness that I have yet to rant about, expect that later when I can breathe. The major topic being the "Disney Showcase"!!! CRAZY!!! I was pretty fucking happy. Plus big talk about the Demon Jungle at Hong Kong Disneyland has started, I need to go BAD. Needs ideas for the Halloween Dance too. Anyway thats later. I'm making it a date with my laptop, a tissue box, and else. I might finally post my Pics from Disney too, sometime this weekend anyway, if not here then on Facebook and Myspace.

I'm The Special Case...

I went to the office again, well more like 4 offices because yesterday my ex-math teacher thought I cut. Anyway I was switched again, now I'm in another Algebra II class with different Juniors, isn't my Senior life great. I'm lost here but going with flow waiting for the current to slowdown.
Now, since I'm still missing that credit to graduate I need to add it and I have a nice list of possibilities, just don't know with what to go with.
For this semester I could jump right into a ongoing class, choice of two: 3-D or Business Communications, now I think 3-d is a full credit and Bus. Comm. is 0.5. I don't think I'll take either though just because its so late already, I mean its almost mid-quarter and me and fast deadlines don't mix to good, meaning no 3-D.
For the spring semester I could take photography, Animation, Computer Graphics, or Nutrition. Right off the bat no Nutrition. Computer Graphics I know is a full credit so that could fix everything, Photography is only half a credit and kinda expensive(even though I'd love it). Animation would be amazing, a lot of work but still something I'm considering doing... but I'm not sure how many credits it is, it might be only a half.
So help me out what should I do? I have no idea i heard Bus. Comm. is insanly easy so if I really wanted I could take that and Animation... or I could just take Computer Graphics... crap I hate choices... one class seems easier then two though so I'll most likely be going with that plus I get to hold my frees so its kinda Win Win. Ugh but then I loss Animation which I really wanted to take and thought I wasn't going t o be able to...
Damn, I need to sleep...

The Credit I Now Lack...

So got called down to the office before, turns out I'm not getting Algebra II as an extra class in the schedule but its going to be a replacement... WTF? Then it dawns on me if its being replaced then that means I'm minus a credit that I need to graduate. So now I need to hope to get into another full credit Art class and soon if not I'll have to be put into physics or something that I will fail. And there go my frees -_-
Whatever though. As for Math I start my first re-take class next after the hour, Same teacher, period, room, everything as last year. I need to bring my textbook Math 12 textbook back some time this week it wasn't made to clear but its home anyway so yea can't help them out with that today anyway.
Well B, and D are my major frees (this being D), A is Gym so that's good but the other two are up in the air now hopefully I can get into Animation or something. Bell just rang, Got to go.

Meep-Meep

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Disney is bringing back The Muppets, TV, Movies, the Web, and theme parks. Very awesome, this has been a pretty great week so far don't you think, well almost. Talk about that crap at a later date and time/never.

Plus 1

Well definitely a surprise, Out of nowhere we got a Puppy. Total of three dogs now lol. She's a little toy poodle, Name's Sandy. She is incredibly cute been playing with her for like an hour.

That a bad pic but the only one I have right now, don't want to scare her. Already spoiling her though she's really tired, sleeping right now fell asleep while holding her. Again I've fallen in love with another puppy lmao, gotta finish my HW.

Oh the Frees!

Got a double free so came up here to do HW that I'm obviously not doing it but the attemp is what really counts here. Again its been a while since I wrote on here so I'll catch you up...

Passed Summer school with 90's, went to Disney, missed some school, started pretty good got a shit load of frees(3 just about everyday), got a Laptop(17-inch Dell Studio) named it Monstro, been doing shit loads of HW, Failed the first Ap Art History test and Math 12, got a new SN(THECAR1SM1NE), and Reading The Alienist.

As for today I'm heading to the Doctor straight after here have last free too but going to wait for Amy who has been sick since I got back from Florida which sucks a**. I've canceled this guy since the beginning of the summer because I was busy and now my foot is killing me, haven't really told anyone because I really just didn't want to freak any one out after walking miles everyday for two weeks in Disney. Disney was Awesome by the way I'll post some pics when I get home, if I get this work done anyway.
Today's the first day of Fall, Favorite Season, but always get the bubbleboy attacks when it starts, today's no exception, I'm like dieing and probubly look like crap. Its kinda funny how its sunny as hell outside though.

Ok onto my random chatter and why not go with my classic Disney Freaks Unite! While normally I'd just post a lone blog for this sort of thing its not that important so... PEOPLE, STOP SAYING THAT DISNEY SEA'S RIDES ARE COMING TO AK! It could happen sure but not any time soon. It's all the travel channel trying to make it look like Disney had this big thing in the works for WDW technological wise, but that thing was from like 3 years ago, while Disney's eye to the far future is amazing, no E- ticket rides are coming anytime soon just major refurbs (SM if they ever announce it anyway) and small additions here and there(pixiehallow). But as for the future, if we are to believe 'BlueSky' a incredible rework of Fantasyland with the works could happen but still far off if anything I'd expect The little Mermaid ride in DCA to make its way over. But really major, at least not till 2012 when I'm sure something big will be announced, A lot of people are backing that. Bell rang I'm out

Hard Times call for Hard... I was going somewhere with that, I think

Anyway yup so while suffering through this year in which I fucked my potential future I feel that my suffering could be someone's enjoyment so Today started summer school. Right now I'm dead from studying, things, and writing a code for this thing to tell the whole story of how I got to where I am and all that fun but I'll be writing my life up here soon and then see where everything goes. Ya LIFE =D